fact 365

Yesterday I was struck.
I know what it’s like to love people, I’m sure many people do. I love my friends, my family.. there are always going to be people in my life I would do anything for. I feel this love, always, always, but I never know what it looks like.
What does it look like, if I step outside myself and take an objective perspective to my love for others?
Will I perceive it as real and genuine, will it look fake?
I was with my boyfriend yesterday and there were several moments where I could see: this person is in love with me. And by this, I mean I could understand it. If I wanted to, I could break it down into a million pieces and build it again with my eyes blindfolded. It was clear. I knew that he is in love. Not because I heard him say anything, not because he did anything, but because I just felt it.
Nobody feels these things all the time, for me it just happens sometimes. It’s a moment in time where love can find me.
I realized that is what it is supposed to look like. It doesn’t matter how many people I love and care for, if they don’t know it, if they can’t feel it, if they don’t believe it, if they can’t understand it— I’m uncertain as to how powerful it can be.
I very much do love you, b! :)

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